>okay, 27th day ng april ngayon…
>nakalimutan kong batiin yung kaibigan ko kahapon, birthday niya!
>sa wakas meron na rin kaming duty! kay mang dado hospital nga lang. sabi konti lang nanganganak dun. how sad. pero hope for the best and expect the worst.
>for crying out loud… nasaan ang mga ka-grupo ko!!!!!
>talo ang kings sa spurs… (0-2) tie ang lakers and susn (1-1) angat ang heat sa bulls (2-0) ganun din ang pistons sa bucks, tie din ang nets at pacers gayun din ang cavs at wizards. may nakalimutan ba ako?!?
> suspended ang la salle. sayang. i won’t see a classic ateneo-la salle ballgame kahit for the last time lang bago ako grumadweyt…
> si arwind santos ay magsusuot ng jersey number 19 ng beerman?!?!?! ewan… basta san miguel owned ung mapupuntahan niya sa pba!!!!
> ang student publication ng feu, ang ADVOCATE, ay open for new writers, artists, photogs, etc… interesado ka? mag-exam ka sa may 6…
> kahit patapos na ang summer, di papipigil ang mga maiinit na movies this year… SUPERMAN FOR LIFE!!!
movies and moviedates…
1. Mission Impossible III - May 3
2.Da Vinci Code ———– May 17
3.X-Men III ——————– May 24
4. SUPERMAN RETURNS —– JUNE 28
5. Pirates of the Carribean ——— July 4
kitakits sa sinehan mga tsong…
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after a very wonderful holy week (both spiritually and emotionally… and probably physically), i’ve come to realize important things.
1. God loves us so much that He gave His only begotten son, Jesus Christ….
Unfortunately, i wasn’t able to see that consistently that’s why i ask Him a lot… doubted Him too…
2. There’s such a thing as GOING BACK and KNOCKING IN THE DOORS OF HEAVEN
Finally, at least after almost three long and ambigious years of not listening or ingesting religion/values ed classes i finally refreshed my spiritual soul… Thank you Fr. Orly Panlican!
3. VOCATION… Many are called and few are chosen
During the Last Supper Mass, i came face to face with a dream in the past that is still haunting me. isn’t it nice na dumapa sa harap ng altar at bukas palad na manalangin sa harap ng obispo?!?! if you get what i mean…
4. it’s nice to relieve God’s love
No questions asked!
5. What Am I hEre for?
The question that is still left unanswered
6. Am i Called?
God, help me find the answer…..
Truly, the Holy Week break pave way not only break from physical work but also to go back to Him… to Thank him…. To remember him….
Alalahanin….
Gunitain…..
Sariwain…..
ako’y ALIPIN ng DIYOS
at
LINGKOD ng SAMBAYANANG MAHAL NG DIYOS…..
THE BEST THING IN THIS LIFE IS THAT JESUS DIED FOR ME BECAUSE HE LOVES ME DESPITE OF MANY HEARTACHES I’VE CAUSED HIM. AND HE CONTINUES TO LIVE THROUGH OTHERS….and you (the one who reads this by choice or by mere curiosity) are one of His instruments why i keep on believing that God is Good!
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there are a lot of things that bothering me right now….
first
…. my mom can’t appreciate the things that i did in school just because my PHARMA is 2.5!
second
… my freaking school is not posting anything about our completion!
damn!
i’ve been here in the metropolis for three consecutive months without visiting my province even once!
thanks to the super slow system or processing of my very endearing institute, everything is all mess up!
third
…. i’m missing my friends and relatives in tarlac!
for crying out loud!
we haven’t seen each other for three months!
and damn…..
i haven’t seen —- for four months!
am i just the only one….
bothered isn’t the appropriate term!
hatred could just be it!
but let me just speak my freaking mind!
am i the only one who is suffering like this!
if i could just shout!
if i could just freak out!
if i could just….
anybody who could buy my life could do so….
and guess what….
it’s only cheap!
a bottle of that ice cold vodka and a long horn cigar would do…
or maybe……
a silencer who could bring eternal silence to my life!
or maybe…..
DOPAMINE or MORPHINE could do!
please do!
need it asap
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february seventeen twothousand six
eleven twenty five in the evening
first things first: champion ang magnolia
sounds amazing? yes it is! it was a dramatic comeback for the wizards!
second: fallin’ is not as easy as one expects it to be
third: morphine is fatalistic…. why not try tobacco or alfonso?!?!
fourth: superelectromagneticjam could be a great gift for people like me who are still madly in love with ely buendia and the rest of the eheads… (nope, i don’t like pupil, or cambio, or sandwich! i want EHEADS! gets? erase the other bands in your head)
fifth: our tuition fee will amount to 70 K next sem!!! damn! that’s not a small cash!
sixth: been to damn and stupid to let the person you admire know what you feels! damn me! damn m3!
seventh: how i missed my ever wonderful hometown… T A R L A C
eighth: this is goin nowhere!
ninth: make it real for me!
twenty: indeed! dopamine and diazepam are lifesavers!!!!
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umaasang magmamahal muli… hehehe
setting: hospital. labor room
time: 12:00 pm
scenario: may patient na may pre-eclampsia at mayroon din abruptio placenta…. in short… TOXIC
i wonder…
why some people know how to mend other’s heart while that same person couldn’t mend his/her own heart. what could possibly be wrong. is it easier to deal with other’s problem than your own? maybe yes. i just did. i just helped someone to tackle her problem. while me… damn me. i couldn’t even see or do something to make solve my own problem. stupid me. stupid love.
right now… nagpapakalunod sa mga kanta dito sa computer. bukas ganoon muli. sa susunod na bukas kaya? sa susunod na bukas kaya masaya na ako?
if there is constant thing in this world… it is change. so… why do we need to change for worse. there is no other way to go but up. there is always a possibility of going the other way around. but nobody could seem to find the antidote or key to reverse the said scenario. damn! why couldn’t people know when to let go or keep close. hell….
so… dahil pasukan na namin… marami na namang gagawin. as usual. but the greatest fear ng lahat ng pumapasok o pinapaaral ay kung paano tutuparin ang pinangako sa magulang nung nakita ng magulang ang mga grado. kung papaano gagawing merry ang christmas at kung papaano ipapasa ang ncm 103 at pharmacology.
give it up… move on… stop… look… listen…
wait…
ano na ang BP ng pasyente ko?
"kunin niyo na ‘yung stretcher!"
anong nangyari?
"tawigin niyo na si mang beloy!"
anong nangyayari?
"’yung patient sa bed 5, nag-hyhypoventilate na. cyanotic na."
‘yung kapapasok pa lang?
"oo."
eh bakit di ba mayroon ng mga O2 therapy tsaka may blood transfussion na?
"wala ng BP eh"
ows!eh di dedu na? post-mortem care na ba?
"hindi pa. dadalhin sa OR para biyakin at ilabas ang bata"
1:00 AM :
baby out: 1:01 AM Girl
‘guys, narinig ko patay na daw ‘yung patient natin na ni-rerevive."
sino? ‘yung nag-abruptio?
"yeap. dead pareho mother and baby"
……………………………………………
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it’s our short short semestral break already!yahoo! i should be very happy for ending the grueling first semester. thanks to bioChem… NutRition … and ang walang KamatayaNg NcM! i’ll miss my groupmates… ate andeng… kuya warrEn qt… ate Kara… ate Red butterfly… Ate Auliffe… at sa marami ko pang ka-grupong umAruga and lived with my weird tantrums… ThAnK YoU..
naG-champion ang FEU! dalawa! one back to back and a foiled gRand Slam! how sad… pero happy pa rin… magAnda ang ilalaBas sa dyAryo! saYanG wAla na ‘Yung cruSh ko sa iInterviewhin ko…
God has blessed me… i thank him…
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FELLOW TAMARAWS….
the incident that happened last thursday should be
left behind us especially now that the UAAP board
had given sanctions to DLSU asst. team manager
Manny Salgado. Yes, there was a commotion… there
are people hurt… not even the sports writers and
event securities were spared from the fury the
audience unleashed regarding the sad incident…..
now, let’s just leave everything behind. let’s not
aggravate the incident. yes, pressure and tension
are high. but hey… the FEU TAMARAWS have the
upperhand with a 1-0 lead. instead of becoming hot
tempered, let’s just support the TAMARAWS and hope
for a SWEEP OF THE ARCHERS this THURSDAY! and
hey, don’t get me wrong… there is the big chance
that we can make it…
FELLOW TAMARAWS… DON’T LOSE YOUR COOL….
INSTEAD… WE SHOULD SUPPORT THE TAMARAWS THIS
THURSDAY!
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